a useless weekend.

i completely wasted my weekend by travelling a total of maybe 18 hours back and forth to pittsburgh for a portfolio review, only to get a 5 minute interview and no discussion about my portfolio.
needless to say, i was not happy.
so after two sleepless hours in penn station waiting for the 6 AM 99S train (that's right folks.... we arrived at 4AM...), getting home at around 7 and thoroughly crashing until maybe 11, getting up, going to the doctor's as a walk-in and not getting an appointment, i feel like i've wasted more than just a day. i've wasted two.
there's just too much to do, and too little time... 3 RISD drawings, 2 writing samples i knew nothing about, an essay and list of activities for MICA, as well as the hopes of putting something more into my portfolio, not to mention all the FAFSA, CSS, and financial aid reports left to be filed... jesus christ, i'm ready to drop everything and become a hermit in arizona.

i WILL be more cheerful next week! ...promise... after college apps and swimming season, it'll be nothing but pretty clothes, warm weather (which has started already) sunny skies and hopefully lots of vodka (but you didn't hear that from me).